Dirty Thirty!

Where did time go? I turn 30 on Saturday! THIRTY. Thats alot. I can remember my mom turning 30...thats kinda scary haha. I had plans for my life for before I turned 30. I wanted to be married with kids. I wanted to own my own home and have a life all planned out.. I guess Im doing pretty good! I took a few detours, only 1 kid so far, but we are working on that. I have an AA (still working on my BA) no job, but Im happy to be able to stay home with the kids while they are young. My life may seem small but its all mine. A few days ago I had alot to say, now Im just kinda pleasantly content. My homework is done for the week, the wee one is napping, Jason is out getting me some Jack in the Box and I have 3 full trash cans from doing yeard work yesterday. Guess I cant ask for much more :) Im a happy girl...even if Im gonna be OLD in a week ;)

Bliss

I sometimes wonder if all moms feel the love for their children like I love Alyssa? I honestly hope they do. But I doubt it. I will sit there watching her play around and I can feel my eyes fill up with tears because of how awesome she is. I'm a lucky lucky mom.