Civilian drama

Wow, ok, so I took last week off from responsibility and all that other civilian stuff that one needs to worry about and I just got hit in the face with it today! I have 5 more days in my house, so I guess that means I need to start packing huh? I have to cancel my Comcast, PG&E, switch Jenn and my cell phone accounts into seperate accounts, actually move out of my apartment and into a storage place here in Vacaville. Then I wait until I get my official DD Form 214 so I can turn it into the VA to start my disability checks and so I can file for unemployment so I can make some money while Im lounging around waiting for school to start. I am kinda going nuts. I am going to be homeless for a while. Jason and I are waiting until his 28th birthday on May 17th to see if he is going into active duty. If he gets a job then I will just wait to start school until he gets a permentant base. If he doesnt then he will be moving with me to Hollywood to start my Xray tech program. Im kinda nervous to be moving to such a big area!

All of a sudden I feel like a grown up. Im in a 'big girl' relationship, my brother is getting married, my best friend is due Nov 19th. Its all so...adult. I am completely on my own here, even though I will be living on some couches for the summer. I have my responsibilities but now they seems so unimportant. Its like a lightbulb went off and I figured some things out...like Im not just waiting around anymore for my life to start. Its already here!

I have to get back to packing up my house, and getting it through my head that Im going to be 'Aunt' now :) Im so excited but also so scared at what may come...