After 6 years, 2 states, multiple countries and much anguish I am back in Reno. For good. I got the keys to my brand spanking new apartment on Friday and have been slowly unpacking and settlin in. Jason went back to Vacaville for the week to celebrate Fathers Day and wrap some stuff up and will be making the final drive over the pass this Friday. Maybe Ill save him some closet space ;)
Saying goodbye to Jenn was hard. I feel like I am abandoning her, even though this is now her life and her decision to stay in Cali with the babys father. I keep hoping she will leave his ass and move home to Vegas to be closer to her support system. Im going to miss her like crazy!
I start school in August, have to take a bunch of crap 'prerequisites' before applying to the Radiology program here at TMCC and Im pretty excited about it. Just going to campus made me feel all sorts of out of place though. I felt so damn old! It wll be a whole new world though, going to school at this age, without the drama of 'going out' and college life. I can maybe finish some homework now LOL.
It feels really really wierd to be back in Reno though. I feel bored and kinda uneasy. Im not in limbo anymore and I have direction for my life but I just feel...low. I love my apartment and I love the direction my life seems to be going in. Jason and I are at a whole new level in our relationship and I see us lasting forever. I guess its just nerves maybe, moving in with my boyfreind and giving up any sort of single life. I dont want to be single but having a live in boyfreind just makes it just that much more obvious that I dont have sole control of the TV anymore :) Im sure everything will settle in nicely and Ill get all registered for classes and Jason will find a job and life in Reno will eventually because normal to me once again...
And holy shit, I am in Baby Heaven!! Im so so so excited to have babies in the family! Jenn and Ethan (we find out on Wednesday if her at home sex test was correct) and Chel and Bryce and Keegan...Im so excited to hold your bundles of joy and watch them grow up and explore this world.
I get a sister in law soon too! Heres to her bachlorette party on Saturday!! Im sure its going to be a night to remember :)
Thats about it for now...Ill add pictures of my new place once I get them all onto the computer...
Saying goodbye to Jenn was hard. I feel like I am abandoning her, even though this is now her life and her decision to stay in Cali with the babys father. I keep hoping she will leave his ass and move home to Vegas to be closer to her support system. Im going to miss her like crazy!
I start school in August, have to take a bunch of crap 'prerequisites' before applying to the Radiology program here at TMCC and Im pretty excited about it. Just going to campus made me feel all sorts of out of place though. I felt so damn old! It wll be a whole new world though, going to school at this age, without the drama of 'going out' and college life. I can maybe finish some homework now LOL.
It feels really really wierd to be back in Reno though. I feel bored and kinda uneasy. Im not in limbo anymore and I have direction for my life but I just feel...low. I love my apartment and I love the direction my life seems to be going in. Jason and I are at a whole new level in our relationship and I see us lasting forever. I guess its just nerves maybe, moving in with my boyfreind and giving up any sort of single life. I dont want to be single but having a live in boyfreind just makes it just that much more obvious that I dont have sole control of the TV anymore :) Im sure everything will settle in nicely and Ill get all registered for classes and Jason will find a job and life in Reno will eventually because normal to me once again...
And holy shit, I am in Baby Heaven!! Im so so so excited to have babies in the family! Jenn and Ethan (we find out on Wednesday if her at home sex test was correct) and Chel and Bryce and Keegan...Im so excited to hold your bundles of joy and watch them grow up and explore this world.
I get a sister in law soon too! Heres to her bachlorette party on Saturday!! Im sure its going to be a night to remember :)
Thats about it for now...Ill add pictures of my new place once I get them all onto the computer...
Yay a new post!!! We can't wait to hold Keegan either and I'm so happy you are going to be in town to watch him grow up - and for him to grow up around our amazing family. <3 BTW, your apartment is GORGEOUS!
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