How life changes...

Im in shock. This week has been out of control. I started this week knowing that one of my co-workers was stabbed and his family was murdered about 2 blocks from my house. I then learned that my little cousins boyfriend was killed. The next day my dads best friend died. I go to work the next day and find out another co-workers uncle died and then another co-workers friend commited suicide. Im just so sick of everyone I know being sad. Can we be happy again?? Can we all just go through a day without someone we love passing away?? I just dont know how to handle my loved ones being mourned....I just dont know how to handle the people I love being so sad. I believe in fate and I believe in things happening for a reason. I just hope that the ones I love learn those reasons and learn those lessons in life before the sadness breaks them. I hope that someday soon, the sadness fades and that they realize that the lifestyle they lead is actually the cause of the sadness...Im just sad. I hope someday my loved ones realize that it is the decisions they make that cause the pain and heartache. It is a sad sad day...but it is avoidable...and someday soon...we must celebrate life once again. Its a sad day. And I feel guily for looking forward to my wedding. Knowing that I have the man of my dreams in my arms every night. I am planning a future for him and I and for our unborn children. We have a life together. And maybe, just maybe, our life will be ended early. But I will not take the time that we have already spent for granted...we have lived our lives to the fullest. I am so in love with our life. We are the reason.