Breakups suck!!

Ok, Im done with my nap so I can write out what I really wanted to 'blog' about :)

It was all perfect about October. I was in new-relationship bliss with Jason and Jenn was really hitting it off with Jeremy. We would all hang out and it was IDEAL!!. So fast forward until Xmas time, Jeremy has been gone on a 40 day 'deployment'. When he came home he basically shafted Jenn and pushed her out of his life but still wanted to be 'freinds' even though he isnt even really good at that. But here we are now. Jason is freinds with Jeremy and Im freinds with Jenn. So how do we all still hang out?? Well, we dont. The bar has become kinda tense and cranky and we are constintely trying to console our freinds. But when does that end?? Breakups dont just affect the 2 people in the relationship! Jenn said she didnt approve of me hanging at Jeremys so if Jason goes over there I have been respectively declining. But now damnit I want to hang out with my boyfreind! So I put my foot down and told her that I was not going there for Jeremy but for Jason and I was not dis-respecting her in any way!!

So now its Superbowl Sunday. We are going to hang out at Jeremys for the game. And I managed to talk Jenn in to coming along! (she was slightly angry, saying she 'didnt have a choice' but still, maybe we can all be civil and end this craptastic 'breakup rut'!!)

Why do things have to be so difficult?? I dont want to go back to the way we were but its hard not to when we were so happy...